Male Escort Simon

After years of longing, I am fulfilling my desire to immerse myself in the world of SM. After a failed attempt with a private contact, I’m now sitting on the sofa in the Marriott with my flight to Berlin booked and my suite already paid for.
As I don’t want to be disappointed, I come up with the idea of trying the professional route. After a short time, Simon gets in touch. First impression – very polite and unobtrusive. I really like what I see on his profile, but what I read also scares me.

The two and a half weeks until our meeting are a horror. I’m constantly thinking about whether I should really do it. The day before, I write to Simon because I’m incredibly nervous. He replies promptly, is very understanding and reassures me.

I arrive at the hotel the next day. The suite is huge and beautifully furnished. To avoid going completely crazy, I decorate everything with candles and get ready. At some point, the phone rings and he’s there. My heart drops into my pants. I don’t think I’ve ever been so excited. I like him even better in person than in the photos. 1000 thoughts flash through my head. I feel sick!

But Simon is the calm one. He shakes my hand and gives me a welcoming kiss on the cheek. He notices my extreme insecurity and makes some small talk first. Then he asks me to tell him what I have in mind and what my taboos are. Stuttering slightly, I try to think clearly. The wine calms me down a little.

I’ve never been so ashamed in my life when I’ve been asked to undress. My perpetual fear of showing myself naked paralyzes me. He takes me in his arms and kisses me very gently. As a perfect Gentleman, he turns around. After one look at his face, which shows no disgust at all, I can actually relax a little.

What follows then exceeds all my expectations. The mixture of tenderness and dominance, pain and pleasure is overwhelming. Simon has an incredibly good sense of what I need and when. I experience moments of intense devotion and complete letting go.

(At this point, “Thank you for that”. You had a very good instinct for not overwhelming me and perhaps also protecting me a little from myself).

Meanwhile, his eyes look deep into my soul and I feel accepted and at home.

Simon bids me a fond farewell and I suddenly feel completely alone. Tears well up inside me because I am so overwhelmed. This incredible experience has robbed me of my senses. Slowly the intoxication, the fear, the trembling subsides. I lie on the bed, enjoying this totally holistic, satisfied feeling and the “pain of parting” is forgotten. As I slowly fall asleep, I only think that I want to experience this more often and sink into wonderful dreams…

Whenever I dreamed of something, it was something that made me calmer, more content. Something that is an answer to the questions that my libido screams at me.

Some days it feels like I’m a hungry tiger in a cage that can’t get out. And not being taken seriously. Disappointed and still left hungry. And that was no longer acceptable for me. I also found it exciting to see what it’s like if you don’t play a game beforehand, because I’m bored of digging in now.

I don’t like how much I’ve gotten used to it anymore and it doesn’t feel right for me to hear all these typical, reeled off phrases in relation to my body that don’t give me and especially my libido much in the end.

I had outgrown my sexuality and didn’t know what to do with it. That’s why I went on a targeted search.

I stuck with you on the platforms because you radiate something that gives me confidence and makes me feel calmer (I’m rather restless inside) and of course because you’re sexy 😉

And then I wasn’t excited at all (until just before), I was just looking forward to it. Because somehow I was just sure it was going to be awesome.

It was what I wanted, something that would push me to my limits without me being broken and shutting down, something where I can behave the way I want to behave and not have to do something I don’t want to do because of expectations.

Where I can let my eyes open, because then I can let myself go better and don’t have to speak and can communicate this beforehand, because it’s easier for me in the situation.

You brought in so much wonderful fantasy, took me in so wonderfully and just fucked my brains out and that was wonderful.

It was nice that we both came, because I didn’t expect it and that made it even more intense. You really have a good feel for the right degree of hardness.

You have the courage to pay attention to the moment and let it speak and then respond to it. You don’t get bogged down in a flat performance, it remains intense and close.

I like it so much now, still feeling any of it all the time, smiling with the thought of it, being content, no longer desperately searching.

If it fits, then gladly again.

Sometimes you don’t need much. No vacation, no big change – just a touch that really reaches you. That’s exactly what I experienced during my first Tantric Massage. I didn’t know what to expect and was a little nervous. But I can say one thing: it was more than just a massage.

The reception
I walk in and immediately have this feeling: I can just be here. Not a sterile wellness ambience, but a warm, soft room, gentle light, the scent of sandalwood. Simon greets me calmly, without empty phrases, without artificial friendliness – just honestly there. And that immediately eases my tension.

The touch
Then the massage begins. But it’s not the typical “please lie down and I’ll knead you” program. It’s slower, more deliberate. Every touch feels like it really means me. I notice how my head becomes quieter, my body opens up, how I simply feel. No thinking, no having to – just being.

The effect
After the massage, I lie there as if I’m floating in a kind of suspended state. My body feels different – softer, more alive. My head is clear without me even thinking about it. And the exciting thing: This feeling remains. Days later, I can still feel that something has changed. I am more relaxed, more connected – with myself, with everything.

Conclusion
It wasn’t just a massage. It was an experience that showed me how much touch can mean when it is given with presence and mindfulness.

I can only recommend letting yourself be touched in a completely different way.

“To be honest, I was really excited when I booked the Tantric Massage with BDSM elements with Simon. I had so many questions in my head: How will it go? Isn’t it too extreme? And above all: Can I really let myself go? But even during the preliminary talk, Simon had such a calm and empathetic manner that I realized: I’ve come to the right place. He explained everything to me without making me feel uncomfortable for even a second, and he kept emphasizing how important my limits and my pace are.

When it started, I was surprised at how harmonious it felt. It wasn’t just ‘massage plus a bit of BDSM’ – it was much more than that. The combination of mindful touch and more intense stimulation opened up a whole new level of body awareness for me. I didn’t even know I could feel something like that. When Simon used the whip for the first time, I was almost a little shocked at how gentle and powerful it could be. It wasn’t about pain at all, but about the conscious application of stimuli that brought me into a state in which I was completely with myself.

I felt safe at every moment because Simon was so attentive and present. I really had the feeling that I could let myself go completely without having to control or hold anything back. And that was the biggest realization for me: this mixture of surrender and trust – in myself and in him – released something in me that I had never experienced before.

After the massage I was totally fulfilled, somehow lighter and more powerful at the same time. It was as if I had gotten to know a part of myself that I hadn’t even recognized before. The whole thing touched me so deeply that I’m still thinking about what it means for me.

Simon has an incredibly special way of creating a space where you feel seen, heard and above all safe – no matter how exciting or new the topic is. I am incredibly grateful that I had the courage to get involved and I can really recommend it to anyone who is curious and wants to experience themselves in a deeper, new way.

“I’ve had a few BDSM experiences before, but what Simon offers is different. He is clear, precise, merciless. I felt pushed to my limits, and yet there was always this secure, holding feeling. You immediately realize that he senses what you need, when he can be hard and when he simply holds. I would never have thought that pain could be so intense and liberating at the same time. Highly recommended if you really want to experience something.”